I stood up for you

I look kinda thin in that second picture. Ugh, you know what? I hate it how I don't look like how I look like in pictures. I see myself as a different person everytime I look at myself in the mirror. I try to capture the moment but it just never seem to turn out right. It never seem to turn out like how I see myself in the mirror. And when I take a good picture, it really doesn't look like me and I wonder what I really truly look like.
Hm, if only I could pull out my eyeballs and see my face from everyone's view then that would be nice.

Cougar Inc.

Watched Anneliese : The Exorcist Tapes with the class today. I give it a 6/10. It's not really the most scariest movie I have ever seen in my life but it was a nice to watch it with friends. Suddenly, the whole class was a one big family. It was really, really fun. The mood was set as it was slightly raining outside and that was the reason why it was cold and dark. It gave us that eerie feeling. It's super nice to watch a horror movie with your friends. In your class. With your super sporty English teacher.
I hope do to so again tomorrow. EHEHEHEHEHEEHEHE.
I finally downloaded Grave Encounters and Cougars Inc. Final Destination 5 was on my list just now but the download process was interrupted and there was a slight glitch. Boo hoo. I'm going to download more movies tomorrow. I don't really know why downloading movies are so addicting. Maybe because it's my first time? *shrugs*

Well, I'm heading off now. Really super sleepy.

SEPTEMBER

Can I just skip to next month? Sigh.
August used to be my favourite since it's always my last month to celebrate my youth since my birthday is on September. :3
I don't know why but this is by far the most ugliest month ever this year.
Can I just drop dead now?
Ugh.

Oh by the way, the picture up there is supposed to move. I have failed if it doesn't.

Extragavantly tired.

That face, that hair. That was the first time I sat today.

Super tired.
I really don't even know how to stand up anymore.
I have been cleaning the dishes that were constantly brought in,
refilling the dishes that keeps running out fast,
dealing with little kids that were in the balloon pit (ugh, the air in most of the balloons are mine ok),
dealing with one flirtatious kid (yes, a 13 year old boy).

And when I'm not doing anything, I have to constantly ask for a task to do, because that's what good and obedient nieces do. Not that I'm saying I am....but that was what I proved just now. Was constantly here and there, back and front, up and down. Had to finish up the decorations, the food, the after food, the games, the people, the cake, the tire, the tire; oh, the tire!
Worried of what people might think of me if I just sat down there, watching other cousins and aunts pacing fast to finish off their duty, made me so hardworking that I realize I was doing the dishes without even being told to.
My be-good-to-keep-your-family-honour switch was turned on just now and I guess that it hasn't turned off yet for now.

Currently at home, left my aunt's place to come back, to wash up and to sleep and rest. Oh, I just really want to die.

Wanting to call him. But I can't. Something is stopping me. Something is pushing me back. Maybe it's him?

First post, first post.

Seriously, a blog as an assignment for Teacher Fara? Yeah, that's what it looks like, right? Ehehehe. I don't know why no one is excited about this like I am. Pfft, guess I'm the only one who loves blogging a lot. Haha, sorry I'm weird like that. I keep forgetting who's going to read this blog. Anyway, I don't have much to say but since Teacher Fara said that I could post anything, I think I should.

So let me start with my day today.

Nothing happened, actually. Sister told me to buy a pair of socks cause she caught me wearing my short socks. Booo. I really had no other socks as all of them found themselves drowning in a sea of soaps and bubbles. So, Sis Carmen had to force me to buy a pair of sock from the school cause she couldn't accept any reason at all. So I had to take the sock and pay tomorrow. Ugh, I really hate having debts. Oooh, and that reminds me of my debt at the canteen! Got to pay it soon before I forget! D:
Blaaah, my day continued well after that. Nothing much happened as I said so earlier. I stayed back at school until 4 and then went to the HQ with Hafsah and Zoro. Not much was done anyway. The point of us staying back was to finish the script, but well, we got really (not really) carried away. WE'RE SORRY EVERYONE. We're bad scriptwriters, we know.

I'm a bad scriptwriter, I know.

Yeah, anyway, went back home at 4 and it felt like my life ended in front of the laptop. What felt like 3 minutes on the internet was actually 3 hours in reality. Oh dear, oh dear. I got to stop now cause I haven't studied. And frankly, I'm seriously not ready for the Setara. I'm going to barely pass and I know that. Ugh, if you throw me into the pits of SPM right now, I don't think I will survive, not even through the space where you have to write your own name.

Sheeez. I better go off now. Ok bye.

They just love raping my webcam.