I stood up for you

I look kinda thin in that second picture. Ugh, you know what? I hate it how I don't look like how I look like in pictures. I see myself as a different person everytime I look at myself in the mirror. I try to capture the moment but it just never seem to turn out right. It never seem to turn out like how I see myself in the mirror. And when I take a good picture, it really doesn't look like me and I wonder what I really truly look like.
Hm, if only I could pull out my eyeballs and see my face from everyone's view then that would be nice.